I don't mean to be so strange...

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 08:11:58 GMT

New Journal!

Dogma_Symphony

Change your friends lists.

Stanislavski meets Shenkkan, with a twist of Citizen Kane. Truth.

Tue, 10 Feb 2004 18:57:03 GMT

As it was so wonderously stated in Michelle's journal:
Say something about me. Anything. Anything at all. Tell me what you really think about me. I won't hold anything against you. In fact, make your response anonymous if you so choose. Don't sugar-coat that bad things. I want to hear them. Then take some form of this and put it in your journal.

Just take another look from outside, when you can

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 10:51:44 GMT

This is a friends only journal, but in this case I'm making an exception:
I'm sorry to Netty for being relentless. I'm sorry to Ricardo for being unforgiving. I'm sorry to Edward for being self-centered and unfair. I'm sorry to Joe for being a total jerk. I'm sorry to Colin for any grief I've caused. I'm sorry to Tom for cutting you from my life. I'm sorry to Ashley for being assumptuous. I'm sorry to my family for being a bother. I'm sorry to China for not understanding. I'm sorry to Desi for ever telling you anything was wrong. I'm sorry to Kait for ruining everything. I'm sorry to Trina for not being more helpful and understanding. I'm sorry to Kelsey for misinterpreting your intentions. I'm sorry to Webber for the miscommunication. I'm sorry to Sparky for hiding. I'm sorry to KT for appearing like I'm using you. I'm sorry to Nichole for not listening and just getting you those damn socks. I'm sorry to Sydney for not appreciating the fact that you can be friends with both Sabine and I. I'm sorry to Judzon for making you feel uncomfortable. I'm sorry to Kat W for not showing more support and appreciation for your talents. I'm sorry to Kat B for not showing greatest that you so desperately wanted. I'm sorry to Lexi for not giving you the authority you deserve. I'm sorry to Jon for not accepting that you're human. I'm sorry to Colby for taking out my issues on you. I'm sorry to Campbell for never calling. I'm sorry to Charlotte for challenging your judgement. I'm sorry to Alex for never allowing you in. I'm sorry to Chelsea for making you feel odd about Justin. I'm sorry to Jake for not recognizing your personal space. I'm sorry to Ryan for not listening. I'm sorry to Suzy for never letting you get too close. I'm sorry to Chris for not having faith in your devotions. I'm sorry to Tyler for not being able to answer your questions when you needed me most. I'm sorry to Shawn for being blunt and speaking when my voice was the last thing you needed. I'm sorry to Manda for never really helping. I'm sorry to Vlad for making you feel like your words didn't help me. I'm sorry to Marcos for not fully letting you grow and express yourself. I'm sorry to everyone for everything!!!
God I'm so sorry...
I'm sorry to all of you who don't know me, and hate me. I'm sorry that it has to be that way. I wish there was some way we could work whatever the issue is out.
I may appear to be awful, but I'm really not.
I'm sorry to those of you who will never know me, because I AM a good person.
There's a human being, with emotions and a soul, and a generous personality sitting in front of you and writing these things to you, but you'll never know that girl. And I don't know her anymore.
I've lost touch with what matters.

I'm sorry.

Hold me closer, tiny dancer

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 09:25:59 GMT

I'd be happy to add you, just leave a comment.
~Carli

Insomniacs In Lace

I don't mean to be so strange...

Stanislavski meets Shenkkan, with a twist of Citizen Kane. Truth.

Just take another look from outside, when you can

Hold me closer, tiny dancer